[25 Dec 2009|12:41pm] j_isfour_jackie Paper money is bigger than metal money. Nine comes after eight. And Spring comes after winter, right, Black? Is that right? Black, when the sky turns black why do I feel so blue? sadie got too excited about christmas and then threw up all over the place. Shiro: Hey, Black, nighttime is sad. Guess it's because the dark makes me think about dying. Kuro: Don't worry, White. Nobody will ever break us apart. post comment

[24 Dec 2009|12:11am] mott777  It's not that I mind the single life.  Really, I don't mind it at all.  It's all the other stuff that's causing problems. post comment

[23 Dec 2009|09:05pm] j_isfour_jackie i'm in michigan. i was pretty sad today. so then i bought new boots but kaity really bought them for me and i'm going to pay her back tomorrow with christmas cash. which is also pretty sad i guess. and i get so cold. and i listened to this years model really loud on the way home because i forgot about how good it was. things are different this year. not better, not good. just different. i have long hair. i have new boots. i quit drinking diet pepsi most of the time unless i'm really hungover. i paint my nails sometimes, i don't bite my nails anymore. i have different favorite songs, i lost weight so i get to wear smaller dresses and jeans, i have pet rats. i got a new tattoo this year, i lived in a new place, i love new and old people. i don't have a job, i take different photos. i quit smoking and then started again, i like bourbon, i drink more coffee than i ever have in my life. but it's so cold i could die. i don't really remember last christmas that well. i'm sure things were about the same, i usually get more sad around christmas time. but things were starting out then and are ending now. merry christmas everybody, i hope your year was beautiful and great and good. and i hope you're happy, or you will be soon. 1 comment|post comment

[22 Dec 2009|07:01pm] j_isfour_jackie you were happy then. 1 comment|post comment

[19 Dec 2009|12:31pm] j_isfour_jackie it's like all of the memories with everyone get mixed together so there's only pieces left unless i write everything down and i wonder if things that have happened in dreams have happened in real life and in my head, they're in labelled files: things that are beautiful things that have happened in mornings big things that don't make sense so i when i am driving i can delve into my things that are beautiful file and remember how things were then, but i feel like i never remember enough of the pictures. 2 comments|post comment

[16 Dec 2009|05:45pm] j_isfour_jackie hungrrryyyyyyyyyyy 2 comments|post comment

[13 Dec 2009|12:36pm] j_isfour_jackie facebook thinks i'm an old fat cat lady. who has babies. which i mean, is true. but. and this one was just weird and not really normal at all. 5 comments|post comment

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